Jake Genesis
where is Jake Genesis now?
先說他的名字Genesis是聖經裡的「創世紀」，會取這種名字當Ｇ片藝名就是奇葩，他會來拍G片也是匪夷所思。
他當年在Oakland當警察
先說他的背景，他是神學院畢業的Seminarian（神學院生），畢業後在當地當了警察，至少當了八年2002~2010。結果2012年他突然開始拍G片，而且不是隨便拍拍，一口氣簽約了一堆公司，而且都是大公司MAP，RS，HS，KG，TB，LE...
也至少拍了30部吧，我印象最深的是grindhouse，在舞台上三人行，被幹到射，下面一堆觀眾。
結果2013年一天他突然「覺悟」，刪了推特、刪了臉書、他能刪的都刪。然後留下一個網站，PO了一篇懺悔文。向家人道歉，向朋友道歉，向警局的同事道歉。也向和他發生關係的人道歉、看過他影片的人道歉...總之引起業界軒然大波。最後他說要回歸主的懷抱，就消失。
Jake Genesis apologizes...
Public Scandal: Public Apology
LOVE bade me welcome; yet my soul drew back,
Guilty of dust and sin.
But quick-eyed Love, observing me grow slack
From my first entrance in,
Drew nearer to me, sweetly questioning
If I lack’d anything.
‘A guest,’ I answer’d, ‘worthy to be here:’
Love said, ‘You shall be he.’
‘I, the unkind, ungrateful? Ah, my dear,
I cannot look on Thee.’ 10
Love took my hand and smiling did reply,
‘Who made the eyes but I?’
‘Truth, Lord; but I have marr’d them: let my shame
Go where it doth deserve.’
‘And know you not,’ says Love, ‘Who bore the blame?’
‘My dear, then I will serve.’
‘You must sit down,’ says Love, ‘and taste my meat.’
So I did sit and eat.
–George Herbert
A few months ago at the height of my popularity, I quietly stopped filming in the adult entertainment industry. I quietly deleted my Twitter account and my Facebook and Facebook Fan page. I stopped posting on my website and eventually had all the content removed. I quietly turned into myself, looking deeply and asking what I had done to my life.
A little less than a year ago, I began a short but intense career in the adult entertainment industry. There were lots of factors that lead me to that place at that time. Many of those factors I am only now beginning to understand. What is undeniable is that, despite the factors which contributed to that decision, that decision was my decision and I am responsible for having made it. I am responsible for the effects and consequences of my actions. I was not forced, coerced, or tricked into doing pornography. I was not economically destitute or without other options. I had low self-esteem, I was depressed, I felt I had nothing to lose and I did not fear or care about the consequences of my actions.
My choice was arrogant and it was selfish. I hurt people as a result of the choice that I made. I hurt my family. I hurt my friends. I hurt my brothers and former colleagues in the police department in which I served and the religious order of which I was a member. I hurt the men with whom I filmed pornography through my participation in the industry and I hurt the countless people who have seen what I did and who will see it. I take full responsibility for my decision. I accept the consequences, both known and unknown, of my decision. With a contrite and broken heart I ask the mercy and forgiveness of those who were hurt by my involvement in the pornographic industry.
Pornography does violence to human spirit and, in its effort to display human sexuality openly, pornography perverts it. Pornography destroys families and relationships and lives. Far from being a victimless act, pornography victimizes every single human being involved. The victims of the adult entertainment industry are those who consume pornography and their families but also those involved in the production of pornography and, especially the models or actors.100% of the actors in pornography are victims to varying degrees. The very young, the economically destitute, and the uneducated are victimized to a higher degree than men like me who made a more conscious choice, but everyone is harmed deeply by the experience and no one escapes the knife that cuts deeply the innate dignity of the human person.
One thing that I am grateful that I never did was to recruit someone into doing porn. There are “agents” who make a lot of money doing this. I want to speak for a moment to anyone reading this who might be interested in doing porn or who knows someone who may be. Many young men wrote to me during my time in the industry with the same basic question, “How do I get to be a porn star?” This was always my response:
“The best advice that I can give you about working in porn is not to do it… ever. Put the idea of your mind completely. Go to school or finish school and use your talents to do something useful. The porn industry will exploit you, it will chew you up and spit you out. You will be popular one day and a ‘has been’ the next day. The people in the industry aren´t necessarily bad but they are first and foremost concerned with making a profit and not with your wellbeing as a person. They will use you as much as they can when you are a new face, wear out your image, then toss you to the side when the next new face comes along. I’m being totally honest with you. Working in porn is hard for very little money. We are little more than prostitutes. The benefits are very few and the drawbacks are many. If there is anything else you can do in life– do that instead even if it means working at Starbucks or the GAP.
You have to consider carefully all the doors porn will close for you and you must not overestimate the number it will open, for it is very few. Don´t think that you can do one or two scenes and then hide them. What is filmed and put on the internet is forever. It will also ruin your romantic life- everything becomes exponentially more complicated and having a truly healthy relationship that is fair and equal is almost impossible. Do something else. Do anything else. That´s my advice. I hope it helps you make a good decision.”
So I am on a very personal journey. It is a journey of reconciliation, forgiveness, and redemption. Anyone who has followed my career knows that I am a Catholic. As such, the path to reconciliation with God and with the Church is relatively clear: through the ministry of the Church God’s mercy is infinite and His love with without limit. Forgiving myself for what I have done and finding the humility and the words to seek the forgiveness of others is another, more difficult matter. Part of that journey will involve investigation how I lived 8 months of my life in absolute contradiction to who I know I really am. That investigation will likely involve writing about my experiences. In the meantime, here is a brief but good article on pornography for anyone interested:
雖然他只有短短不到一年的時間，但產出很多，除了影片外平面、現場演出甚至接客都有。演出也是可一可零，舞台現場幹射都沒問題，還有被多人輪，作風大膽。
他來參加歐洲的年度HustlaBall GV界的淫亂大會，訪問中他說到自己剛入行幾個月但已經拍了三部片子，今年還會上台現場表演戶幹。
他還穿制服出席GVN大賞
在我看來，大概是小時候在天主教學校和神學院被洗腦到受不了，然後就不顧一切放棄鐵飯碗啥都做下去。結果可能的他還是逃脫不了當初被洗腦的遺毒，又躲回櫃子裡，不過這下子真不知道該怎麼收場。
很多人多說他是瘋了，他真的是被教會給弄殘了，明明是GAY卻要壓抑自己。
瘋了才去拍片，還是瘋了才又跑回教會，哎～
寫到這裡心裡真的很沈重
我在IG看到有悼念他的帳號，寫得好像他在2015年10月23日掛掉，但僅此外我找不到任何關於他的消息。
https://www.instagram.com/jake.genesis1/
他本名Jake Floyd 或Jacob Floyd，他當初出道竟然用這麼接近本名的名稱，他當下的心態真的是豁出去，也因此後面他要隱姓埋名。不過還是被我肉搜出來
他現在過得怎樣？他今年40歲，在加州聖地牙哥某教會當助理牧師和在某宗教機構當心理諮商師。網路上似乎還沒有人揭露他的身份，很猶豫要不要把他的身份曝光出來。畢竟他身處在保守的天主教會環境工作，不希望害到他也真的覺得他很可憐，心靈被這個邪惡的宗教束縛著。他改了名字也留了大鬍子，穿衣服也都不露出刺青，或是他除掉了。
肉搜時一直找不到他，我也以為他該不會怎麼了吧？最後透過交叉比對才發現他改名換姓了～看到大鬍子照說真的認不出來，不過我用人連識別系統比對確定是他。
他的心身份是Jacob Munhoz 心理諮商師＋神父
美國個資保護真的很差～我還可以查到他警察的退休金，後來我有發現一個網站似乎有把他和過去和現在連結起來，不過那個網址現在無法連結。
http://2yamaha.com/music/All+Floyd+Jake+Genesis.html
